the struggles of the fat girl....

Day 2 of working out.I have done 20 min on the elliptical plus abs both yesterday & today. Today I kicked it up a notch to the "intermediate" program on the elliptical. It seemed a lot harder than beginner II. And Im tired. I'd also like to add that working out while breastfeeding is a lot harder than you think. You need to wear like 3 bras piled on top of each other and its still not exactly what I would call comfortable. But more on that later....
Here are some pics from this morning. In my defense, I had Just eaten breakfast prior to taking this. Other than that I have no excuses for my fat ass. Also, I am posting these to embarass myself into continuing to work out & because I dont think I look too bad in the mirror, but somehow in pics I look awful. For your amusement:

This is exactly 2 months post partum. And for anyone who wants to say its not that bad -- I basically looked like this at 4-5 weeks post partum and have remained the same since then. So that is really bugging me.
So here is my goal:
Lose 8 lbs by my trip to Florida, which is in exactly 5.5 weeks. I dont think that is too unreasonable. I must also work out Atleast 5 days a week and eat healthier. (dont worry all the christmas cookies have been given away at this point).
Now Im tired and need to chug a bottle of water.
Adios...