I think I'm pregnant....

Holy shit. That's pretty much all that's running through my mind. That and why won't the freakin dr call me back already?! I pretty much decided yesterday that I would take a test today, but I didn't really expect it to be positive. I couldn't really believe there was a second line, but when the digital popped up "pregnant" - I guess I had to believe. This weekend being Ryan's birthday really made it nice. I had given him a present last night, so I figured I would just pretend this was another present. I jumped in the car and drove to work (I swear that 2 mile drive felt like it took forever). Told Ryan to close his eyes and hold out his hands that I had another bday present for him. He made a face and asked if it was a gun (of course). I put the test in his hand and when he opened his eyes, I'm pretty sure he was shocked and he didn't believe me. And then Ryan being Ryan, cried. I think I'm still in shock. I'm waiting for the midwife to call me back regarding some supplements I have been taken on direction of my acupuncturist. I'm really nervous and terrified of an early miscarriage. Hopefully time will ease some of these fears, although I'm sure they'll be replaced with new ones....